Tuesday, June 11, 2002, 10:54 a.m. ][ I have never wanted more
I'm listening to "Solitary" by VNV Nation, which is one of their best songs. DON'T YOU THINK SO????
Today was the last day of school! Now I am technically a senior. Heehee. Scary thought, yes?
The art exam was very easy, and after school, when I was waiting for James, these kids were actually... using... CHEWING TOBACCO. Gaaaaaah it was the most DISGUSTING thing I've ever seen. And they were bragging about it, too. I just wanted to go up to them and say "That is just fucking disgusting."
Well, I hope they get addicted and have to get their jaws removed.
James and I are going out to eat pretty soon at Su Casa. Because I want tacos, and Taco Bell is pretty unsanitary.
Sunday, May 19, 2002, 10:28 a.m. ][ confused? me too.
So, now I have a job. and boy, it feels nice. I know it won't feel nice after a while and i'll have those "i don't want to work" days like everyone else, but right now i'm enjoying it.
I do nothing, basically. I am just a cashier, and if people ask me a question, i get a salesman. and then i clean. and i hang around.
the people are nice. one girl is annoying but at least she isn't spitting acid into my face.
I saw Episode 2 last night with James, Matt, Nick and Pat. Mike couldn't go. Sorry, mike. But god... even though it was nine dollars, it was worth every penny. Yoda rules. I hate Anakin.
the plan for today isn't very clear. we might watch the original star wars movies at my house, and at some point were going to Chris's to say hi, but it will probably end up being another lazt day at James's house. playing video games or something.
James also bought me "A Game of You," the 5th Sandman book, and when i get my first paycheck i will pay him back. This was a weird one, and i didn't particuarly like it. But i like how all the characters are connected. Like the whole Lain thing. "We are all connected."
I want to say "Sorry about your grandmother, I hope everything comes out all right" to Pan. And i just did.
Have a lovely day.
Wednesday, May 8, 2002, 05:50 p.m. ][ if you are feeling sinister, go and see a minister
I think you all deserve some Belle & Sebastian. So get "I Love My Car" and "If You're Feeling Sinister"
Lately people at school have been acting like everything is some kind of soap opera. Sophomores, mostly. And they're not ones i know well, either. they're all in my health class and it's just so disgusting. They deserve some smacking around to bring them back from being so naive.
I hope I spelled that right.
And now I'll go watch the Simpsons. AND YOU SHOULD TOO!!.
Tuesday, May 7, 2002, 07:56 p.m. ][ things aren't what they seem
No real need for an update, just letting you know i'm alive... however, sick as well. but I'm better so I'll be going back to school tomorrow.
Did i say i got my permit? well, I did. clear those sidewalks.
Whenever I get online and read my mail I get a little sad. The internet is just so lonely, sometimes.
I hope you all are well.
Thursday, May 2, 2002, 06:35 p.m. ][ you can run
welp, a few things have happened lately...
i think there might be something wrong with my physical self. i keep getting headaches for days at a time, i have a hard time sleeping, and sometimes i feel light headed and dizzy. i talked to some of my friends about it and they said i should go to the doctor, but i think it's all stress related, so it should go away.
i got my permit today... after failing the test the first time. HEH. but i got it the second time, so i can drive now with an adult that has had their lisence for over 4 years!! yaaaaay!
i'm more than halfway done with the last Dark Tower book, and i hope to finish it either this weekend or sometime next week. if you've never heard of the Dark Tower series, i recommend it. it's about the last gunslinger and his search for the Dark Tower that holds the secrets of the universe... it's just great. stephen king.
i also got some coupons for $2 off at eshellon's next concert. eshellon is my friend ryan's band, the young lad who played "true love waits" at Mr. NBHS. if any of my friends will be home before may 23rd, let me know and i'll get you a coupon. i already have a bunch.
i want to go watch friends now. so i think i will.
Sunday, April 21, 2002, 09:30 a.m. ][ please don't click this if you don't like strobe lights
I couldn't think of four concerts i wanted to attend. i could only think of two and they are tied for first place:
1. radiohead & sigur ros
Friday, April 19, 2002, 10:50 a.m. ][ i could burst a million bubbles
the four worst cartoons on TV, according to helena everything. one = worst.
4. time squad
2. the jetsons
1. the flintstones
Wednesday, April 17, 2002, 09:39 p.m. ][ i have a feeling that
next friday i am taking the day off of school so i can go up to boston and visit emerson college. yay!
i don't think i will be getting a slinkster the ninja dog. cry for me.
i think i might get a bunny rabbit. feel semi-happy for me.
i think my dad is a bad driver. he is too slow and swervy and he almost killed me once.
james is the best driver. i swear that was an unbiased comment.
i think i need more email. please, someone email me. i haven't gotten a non-junk email in so long...
Tuesday, April 16, 2002, 10:58 a.m. ][ could you please stop POOPING?
i want one. i want one so i can name it slinkster the ninja dog or slinky for short and love him forever.
nny died. my fish. he's dead. he was old and crazy. i got him in september.
Tuesday, April 16, 2002, 10:45 a.m. ][ i'm never gonna know you now
presenting, the four best animes, according to helena everything. one = the best.
4. cowboy bebop
3. neon genesis evangelion
2. furi kuri
1. serial experiments lain
the four worst cartoons is still coming soon.
Monday, April 15, 2002, 09:13 p.m. ][ helpful dogs sit at home
the four best cartoons, according to helena everything. (one = the best)
4. spongebob squarepants (nickelodeon)
3. dexter's lab (cartoon network)
2. samurai jack (cartoon network)
1. invader zim (nickelodeon)
coming soon: the four worst cartoons according to helena everything!
Saturday, April 13, 2002, 10:35 a.m. ][ no trees, no grass
my cat caught a live chipmunk in the house, and my dad let her inside with it, so we had a live chipmunk running around my house.
we had to chase it around until it went upstairs and out the door. it was so funny. the poor rodent. the poor, stupid rodent.
Saturday, April 13, 2002, 08:40 a.m. ][ kagayaku sora to
mm. new layout and today i am going to see Godspell! hooray! not hooray because it is a play about god... but yay because i am excited?
no sense i do make.
last night we picked up pat and ate at the non and i got sick shortly after which confirms how much i hate that place
then i read "i feel sick" which he brought with him, which is funny and sexy and colorful and it totally explains what happened to johnny.
james also downloaded episodes of lain for me and i've seen up to episode 8, but i think he has all of them now. lain is God!!
i love her room. and her "bed". heh.
i didn't sleep a lot so maybe i'll go collapse in front of the tv now. g'bye.